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sherlene
 turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D  Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)  favourites
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Montag, Dezember 1
感性
2:37 AM 也許我一直逼自己相信謊言 不懂為什麽事實竟然在眼前 但我卻不敢勇敢的去面對 也許事實對我來説已變成自己的恐懼 選擇去逃避，但知道一生是逃不了的事 很快的 它就會追上來 如果真的發生了，也沒有確當的心理準備 會造成良多的傷害，留下更多記憶中的疤痕 每次跟自己說，不用躲了 遲早都需要和它見面 但願現在打算好 以後才不會有任何遺憾 恰當心理上的預備是我最需要的 . . . . . . . . . 說真的，我一想起它 我就會毛骨悚然…… 救命啊！ 어떻게~ 唯一能讓我微笑的……  Labels: heartfelt, jiayou, sj, 感想 Dienstag, Juni 17
Alice in Wonderland
6:46 PM My life ahead is looking pretty bleak right now. I don't know what to expect next, what to look forward to... what to do... OTTOKE!? OTTOKE!? :'( I guess, indulging in Suju's something that keeps me sane, keeps me from thinking too much, keeps me from imagining all the worst outcomes that could happen. :( Where did all the happiness go? + 12 - 15June Worked at the PC Show at Lenovo's redemption booth. I can't believe I attended to over 1000 customers, seen the good, the nice, the bad, and the ugly. :S Some people just can't read flyers for goodness sake, and they end up pushing their way through just for the best prize of the LUCKY DIP. It's a lucky dip! It depends on your LUCK, yoohoo? Earth to (insert name)! Got pissed at some of them but obviously, 'customer is king' so we can't show them our black faces but then... its all the !(*@(!*@(!*(@!*@ inside. LOL. XD I don't understand why people have to be so obnoxious and pushy just to get what they want, and in the end, affecting other people and hindering the flow of the whole process and of course, delaying the queue. And some people just don't understand how to fill up the warranty forms even though we explained it to them 109201920910291 times (cos they're buying for their brothers and sisters etc). It's basically foreigners so I can, perhaps, get the fact that they don't understand me or what, but I said it slowly, and clearly... but he was like, ARE YOU SURE WHAT YOU'RE TELLING ME IS RIGHT?! (In a really offensive tone) Hello. The friend understood but he didn't want to save me so I was being flushed down the toilet bowl right there and then. I explained the same procedure successfully to the other 999 customers and you tell me I'm wrong!? :S It was a good experience, nevertheless. THOUGH IT KILLED MY FEET AND MY SANITY for a few moments due to the overwhelming crowd of 1million people who are mad shopaholics raking in over $50m in sales just over 4 days... WOW. o____O The pay was pretty good for a 'brainless' job but you had to deal with people from different walks of life, of course. I realized there are also those Singaporeans who are exceptionally friendly that will chat with you and ask you whether it's tiring, whether you're having hols, how's the pay etc. Those people really made my day. And I had a nice group of colleagues, btw. Plus the other nice sales promoters who'd joke when they came by. I'm so thankful I met them :) Some were really nice and friendly! That was another consolation. Minus all the other horrigible cons of not being able to eat unless there's no customers (which is like seldom since the crowd doesn't seem to end until they close the doors), not being able to sit/rest, and not being able to breathe cos you're being squashed like sardines. + Life's getting depressing once again. Goodbye, Singapore?  His laughter is all I need. Rong Rong, I want you! p.s please vote for Suju! Just click "VOTE"! You can vote every 10 mins! Donnerstag, April 10
Don't Don
3:54 AM dipping myself into new fandom has indeed caused some inevitable misery. :( stop it man. whats wrong with my mind!? and the worse thing is that staying at home with barely anything to do and waiting for the com to favour you isn't exactly maple syrup to waffles. bah. okay its 4am and i'm becoming 95% nocturnal. i seriously feel the urge to go out into the neighbourhood and just run around like some mad woman. HAHA. okay i shall not get myself all depressed or anything. yeppp. please let me occupied & get busy. call me out or something. argh! i wanna go for lang classes! argh! settle my driving test! argh! and erm. actually i cant wait to hear Tong's adventures with Kangin and gang. HAHA. okay so im linking back to them after all. please, i'm avoiding the same topic for a few posts in a row. haha. i'm beginning to i hope its all worth it. it has been so far, i just hope i won't deem in unworthy in the future. so, for now, just stay healthy & be happy :) yay for short-term resolutions! [EDIT] 1600hrs: okay so i decided to give in. no picspam but still another mini sharing session. HAH. my photobucket's overloaded with recent SJM stuff. cannot tahan already. i just hope my laptop doesnt die on me. not another mishap to happen! anw, the boys are in Nanjing now. exactly 3 months & 3 days after i set foot there. HAHA. :D Nanjing's ♥♥♥ and they're gonna film some variety show called 非常大明星 there! they should go 夫子廟 and you'd see me spazzing over the whole of SG. like yay. another show i'd be able to understand without subs in time to come! and WTC! they're staying here, like how freaking luxurious is that! okay fine. 小豬 stayed at Ritz Carlton too. lol. wow the exec suite is like S$920 per night. :3 and so, i uploaded these on imeem:
okay back to Full Hse + other misc i havent watched before. [/EDIT] Sonntag, März 16
split second
2:11 AM yesterday, well 2 days ago. after coming back from IDP at RELC, i met with a car accident. although i suffered no serious injuries, somehow mentally its quite... hmmm, i'd say. horrendous. its just that first-time experience that gives you a jolt in your senses. like... you never knew life could be so fragile, and anything could happen in 1 split second. so it happened like this, Dad was driving along the ecp and the next car in front was like 50m away? so he accelerated... and somehow, when he did. i got an ominous feeling suddenly sprouting out in me. its just like, crap, why did Dad do that?! and luckily i wasn't asleep! cos usually i'd sleep in the car and all. and then this taxi driver stopped in front. like all of a sudden i dont know why. so since Dad was travelling at quite a fast speed, the braking distance he needed was further right? (yea BTT stuff!) and he did manage to stop in time. barely missing the damned taxi in front. BUT. the cars behind didn't. so another car smashed into Dad's boot like 1 sec later, and another damned taxi smashed into that car a millisecond later. so its like double impact. and of cos since i was sitting behind, i experienced the most impact. and the horrible thing was, my seatbelt wasn't on! so i jerked forward and hit my head against the front seat. i guess it wasn't that serious till i got some concussion but it did hurt to some extent. Thank God for cushioned seats. and then i kinda sprained a little of my neck cos of the impact. it was one blardy huge BANG. like ugh. mentally it has been a nightmare. physically, i think i'm suffering symptoms of mental trauma. that i get random chest pains and headaches. a slight one, so i guess nothing much to worry about. Mum says unless i start puking then its not so bad. :( i'd never want to experience it again. so the car will be sent for repairing on Mon. and the first thing Mum asked me was, so are you frightened to drive cars now? well. my immed answer was, NO LA! because i think i'm kiasee enough and hence i drive very carefully. and hopefully other road users will also be kiasee enough to drive smartly and responsibly! sometimes, i just dislike the driving etiquette of taxi drivers! they horn at learner drivers like their road belongs to them... and then they get frustrated when people unintentionally hog the road, and then when an accident happens, they try to get out of it fast when its their fault! like this maid who got killed along East Coast Road a few weeks ago. SHE WAS WALKING ALONG THE PAVEMENT!? like wth. and a taxi lost control and hit her until her leg got detached!? how bad can that be!? and the thing is that it happened so near my house... it could have been anyone close i knew, esp my grandmother and my other family members living 1 street away! so the boot of the car's quite badly dented. and hopefully there'll still be a car to use when i get my license. i pray that the mental trauma of some sort will disappear soon. i wanna go driving so badly now. :( Labels: 感想 Sonntag, August 26
時間是金錢
12:36 PM just felt like blogging in chinese. 有時候難免感到沮喪 有時候難免感到無助 人生遙遠的路途上 自己能夠算得了什麽 只許自己明白 懂得去了解 懂得去珍惜 懂得去掌握在手裡 近期内 突然覺得生命 缺少了很多樂趣 以前的 都無法享受得到 必須遵守諾言 不能辜負種種期望 現在呢 只好乖乖的認命 努力向前衝 不要浪費青春 年輕是本錢 好好利用時間 懂得去珍惜 才懂得去掌握在手裡 永遠都無怨無悔 prelims starting tomorrow. praying for all my friends taking exams :D gotta have that faith, and the belief in yourself. hope that everyone does well! 加油! 現在的衝刺 以後的歡樂 Dienstag, Juli 24
jinxes and horcruxes
11:24 PM for all the times i thought i was self-sufficient, i over-estimated myself. sometimes, depression does sink in, as the clock ticks and your time draws near, you hardly know how to handle the pressure, the anticipation and the hopes placed upon you. i've been wondering why people live their lives for, with the certain hopes and dreams they strive towards. a teacher asked me recently, so what do you plan to do in the future? i was almost dumbfounded. i replied a practical answer, a job in the economic field, its the most realistic. yet deep in my heart, i know that there are circumstances when i aspired to do something self-fulfiling, i.e helping the poor in Africa/Nepal/China etc. then again, i guess its not precisely the time to think too deep into this. thinking too much really hurts. i've been thinking alot when i'm alone (and seriously that happens like 80% of the time)... just random thoughts, flowing by like clouds in the sky, raindrops in the storm... ah... okay other than that Potter's been a blast. fantastic read i managed to complete in 2 days! :D confusions and mishaps, but i shall read mugglenet or something for better clarifications. J.K Rowling is indeed a wonder, blessed by God to create such a magnificent story and plot and blooming every child's wonder in the magical realm, creating sorts which are impossible in real life. yet easy to imagine and... hallucinate! ;) heh. in reel life that is. i can already imagine #7 on big screens! inspired to have movie marathon from 1-5 and book reading camp! hahah. after A's maybe. some really uber cute icons from Potterpuffs (she's back!)   i suppose these arent much of spoilers eh? lol. XD so many things have happened recently... some things happy, some controversial ones stirred inside of me... ah well. short distraction the next 2 days! Learning Fest! :D zoo and rubik's cube! yay. alright, shall be busied. love kept them alive, so did it for me :) . in loving memory of _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. my hero! :'( Labels: depressed, heartfelt, 感想 Sonntag, Juli 15
mishaps?
1:17 AM well... the past week has been pretty amazing. ;) heh.  Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenixanyhow, the wonderfully proclaimed OotP was in fact A HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT. well, like this guy @ imdb said, if you're a sucker for the plot to follow gentle details from the book, then i suggest you shouldn't watch it with the impression that it'll follow the book to a T. HAHAH. it was just released thurs so i shall not spoil it further. nvm! 23's going for the 'film appreciation' at Eng Wah during Learning Fest for another dosage of the lame kissing scenes and more dissing/complementing! HAHA. i was grumbling bout the small little details in the movie to Simino today and she seemed aggrieved that many impt parts went missing. oh well, 138 mins is super freaking short for a Potter film. it does unjust to the book! :( like they said, longest book, shortest film. hah! how ironical. besides that, Learning Fest seems optimistic. 23's going to the zoo! :D yay. class excursion to the zoo. (a cheaper class outing alternative. lmao) i cant wait to go to the zoo la! mum wanted to bring me there in june (or the night safari or underwater world) but i knew it was never gonna happen with our clashing busy schedules. so yes, now's a fantastic opportunity to do so! :D and in the midst of relieving our childhood. we're gonna see how the zoo makes food for the animals! :D cool right! then we're gonna learn about the Rubik's cube thing and yeah some personality profiling course within the school. though Potter #5 was a minor disaster, (im praying #6 would be improved, and hopefully the screenplay would be better...though by the same director) as quoted from wikipedia, lol. all the Davids. heh. i shall try to read the book asap to help drown my disappointment. hah. meeting up the royals for Potter was great though! :D managed to divert my attention from the misgivings of #5 (ok fine, it wasnt THAT bad). had sushi tei for dinner and crapped about all the random stuff again. lol! guess the next time we can meet will be after A's. with prelims looming around at week 9. omgosh! friday the 13th was probably slightly unlucky cos i almost got hit by this falling huge seed from a tree. it was approx. 20cm in length, 8cm in width and 3cm in thickness (it was huge!) and then it fell from this tall tree of about 2 storeys high when i was walking to the other bus stop (near CHIJ Pri) whilst listening to my ipod. amazingly i turned behind to look for oncoming buses and then it dropped, and hit my arm. kinda made a cut there and smashed into 2 upon hittting the concrete pavement (quite a big impact la huh). :S imagine if i had walked straight instead of turning my body to look behind, i'd probably get hit right on the head and just collapse. HAH. it kinda caused searing pain but i just walked forward like nothing happened. and, there were people walking behind too. no altruism was shown in trying to warn me about the damn giganormous seed but oh well. at least im fortunate to be still live and kicking. there's an ugly scar on my arm now. bah, i hope it heals fast. :( Labels: angst, eats, experiences, movie, royals, 感想 Mittwoch, Juli 11
sunny sunflowers
7:42 PM You Are The One - Elliott Yamin Hmmmmmm Ooooooooh Sometimes i sit and i wonder And i just can’t seem to believe What a blessing it’s been to be loved You’re an angel sent to me You’re the star who lights up my sky You’re the one who made me see That you don’t need wings to fly Your love has set me free Cause you are the one who makes me whole In my heart and in my soul And just like the sun you showed my the light I’m amazed and you’re the reason why Before you i was so blind I didn’t know which path to choose You poured all of this love in my heart And there’s no way that I can lose And when i have no faith in myself You’re the one who makes me strong I wouldn’t have a story to tell Or an ending to my song Cause you are the one who makes me whole In my heart and in my soul And just like the sun you showed my the light I’m amazed and you’re the reason why Oooohh you’re the reason why Oh ooooooooh xxxxx these few days have opened up insights into things which i probably hardly realized in the past! it feels heart-warming, cos it makes life so much more fulfiling in a different way which i neglected previously. ;) oh, the wonders of being able to speak & much more! btw, this is such a beautiful song! :D meaningful lyrics once again. anyhow, results have been pouring in. some expected, some disappointed, some neutral, and hopefully those others pending would be deserving. :) cheerios to those who improved! i need to compete against myself once again, to push forward even further! friday's Harry Potter with the royals. i cant wait. :D and then maybe its back to chionging all in all once again... Labels: happy, heartfelt, music, 感想 Sonntag, Juli 8
post-liveearth
10:14 PM the concerts have ended, and i'd say. the motion has been spoken & personally i feel more inclined to save the environment. i was in the car today thinking... poverty vs. the environment. i'd say the environment would be a issue with increasing gravity in the years to come. well, im not saying that poverty should stop its process of eradication but dont you think, we live on Mother Earth and in time should Mother Earth fail us, where would we be? yes, i've heard stories, scientists have said that Al Gore's spoken 'truths' were in fact inaccurate as it'll be in thousands of years time before all the effects of climate change do take place. but then again, how can one not agree our climate's beginning to change real drastically in recent years, with China's potentially overheated economy and the rise of many other developing countries to follow, have contributed to aggravating the amount of pollution in the air leading to global warming and melting ice caps and much more. not considering the fact that indeed Live Earth had many ironies pegged to it, with gulping power during the concerts, (p.s/ the Sydney concert had their power shut down of awhile with just the PA system on and boy, was it one amazing perfomance by Crowded House carried out in the dark!) and just (yes like less than 1 min ago) on the news, audiences have left rubbish all around the Live Earth concert venues and not erm, following the pledge of recycling waste... (p.p.s/not all, because in Japan [^^] the Japanese have begun doing their part by taking more of public transport and piously segregating the type of waste into different bins) our Earth's future is at our beck and call. hard to explain, but i saw a video during the concerts today, one girl whose eyes began watering while she said that she couldnt imagine her children not being able to see any blue sky, or drink any clean water... it did touch my inner feelings. for the sake of the future generations, if we dont take action now, who will? once again, come on people, its time to save the Earth! on a sidenote, i kinda left the tv on (sorry, sinful against power consumption! D:) and then i awoke at 530am to see Enrique perform! lol my brain sort of switched on this "Find Enrique" alert thing and it just told me to wake up and there he was singing this Spanish song and then Escape! heh. saw the highlights too. Bailamos was another item. oh well. what a few great concerts! :D all for a very good cause for the sake of our futures C= yay. Labels: heartfelt, remorseful, 感想 Sonntag, Mai 27
thankful.
2:15 PM time certainly flew, so many things to update about, so many things to complete before this june hols end, so many things i wanna accomplish that i shouldnt be thinking about... bowling, for one thing, has officially ended for me. a divs have ended with a joyful, glorious note. guys managed to defend their title :) while the girls came in 3rd. im so proud of my team, and most importantly, im so glad that i pushed myself beyond the limits and managed to do better than what i expected myself to be. really thankful for those who came down to support too! :D was so happy to see you guys there!! special thanks to: annabel, belinda, colin, bob, justin & joel. and sorry i didnt see the rest of you who came down but deep down inside im really touched! and esp to annabel, belinda, colin and bob who chionged down by cab just to support the 3 of us! =D and the wellwishers in school on thurs before quartet finals! and sorry i broke down in class on thurs due to the damn pressure. i really never expected myself to be so pressurized. esp when cali told me i was the 4th bowler (in our team, top4 accountable for overall schs placing) after doubles the night before. i didnt really think too much into the scores, as it was the process that mattered more, as Helmi and Uncle Adam would say, but... somehow it hit me and i was just pressurized to kick people off the list so i could gain a higher position and attain glory for the school. haha thinking about it sounds dumb. cos i remember talking to colin about quartets I on wed and hoyun getting a 276 and then playing the stupid tennis multiplay on my phone and listening to my ipod and then i broke down. sorry colin. haha. i must have scared you. in the end, i was kinda disappointed with my performance during the quartets event. i dropped and managed to equalize my position with the singles event. so oh well. anyhow, yest was Masters and congrats to clara for getting 2nd! and edwin for getting 3rd! idols of the day :D team lunch followed @ Swensens after which i had to rush home to get prepared for Uncle Chark's birthday cum 25th wedding anni @ the oh-so-posh Tower Club. 64th floor of the Republic Plaza. it was damn cool la. haha. more pictures will be posted up soon when i get the time. until then its time i should get my butt glued to my chair and face the horrendous claws of my study table trying to pull me to my books. come on brain, its due time that your gears start functioning more efficiently. :) oh btw, someone made friday a happy day, haha.  Labels: bowling, happy, tired, 感想 Samstag, April 28
a typical story
7:02 PM Children sleeping Snow is softly falling. Dreams are calling like bells in the distance. We were dreamers not so long ago. But one by one we all had to grow up. When it seems the magic slipped away, we find it all again on Christmas day... Believe in what your heart is saying, hear the melody that's playing. There's no time to waste, there's so much to celebrate. Believe in what you feel inside, And give your dreams the wings to fly. You have everything you need, If you just believe. Trains move quickly to their journey's end. Destinations are where we begin again. Ships go sailing far across the sea. Trusting starlight, to get where they need to be. When it seems that we have lost our way, we find ourselves again on Christmas day... Believe in what your heart is saying, hear the melody that's playing. There's no time to waste, there's so much to celebrate. Believe in what you feel inside, And give your dreams the wings to fly. You have everything you need, If you just believe. If you just believe. If you just believe. If you just believe. Just believe. Just believe. <3 Josh Groban; Believe. sometimes, or most of the time, i need that hope to perservere on. i wonder where that hope, that belief is. cos i've yet to have found it. Sonntag, April 22
感想
9:00 PM 人生其實是個騙局 到了最後我們會發現 原本以爲是最重要的 都變成不重要了 Labels: 感想 |
desired
 To be happy! =D dark Chocolates! purple gold earrings SJ-M's 迷 (Me) Super Show: The First Asia Tour Concert Album 態度 tee Evisu jeans Coach long wallet Adidas shoes[x] movies to catch:  Step Up 2 the Streets(13/03)  Vantage Point (20/03) Street Kings (10/04) Definitely, Maybe (10/04) Made of Honour (15/05) Indiana Jones and the King of the Crystal Skull (23/05) Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (29/05) 21 (19/06) *go japan again! :)*get driving license!***hk/tw/bkk/beijing in June08**visit all the Disneylands![ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ] *learn japanese*learn korean*Achieve to enter desired uni!**Sony Vaio CR35G****a peaceful world to live in... =]*all my loved ones to be happy & healthy. ;)
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Alice in Wonderland
Don't Don
split second
時間是金錢
jinxes and horcruxes
mishaps?
sunny sunflowers
post-liveearth
thankful.
a typical story
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